I can tell you you're exactly right about hoping you're never forced to use your weapon, but thankful to have one when it counts.
In December 2004, 1 week before my wife and I got married we were leaving Dillard's at Hickory Hollow Mall about 9:30p. We had parked in the garage, but the Dillard's doors were locked where the rest of the mall was open until 10p for Christmas. This forced us to come outside and walk through the parking lot into the front of the garage.
We were coming down the sidewalk, when a Nissan Maxima approached behind us and 2 guys were on top of us before I knew it. We were walking side-by-side and we had 1 guy in front and 1 in back and 1 in the car. Both had handguns pointed right at me. I was carrying my Glock 27 at the time in a belt holster under my jacket. I can tell you I didn't even have time to draw.
They demanded money, wallets, phones, jewelry. I told my wife, fiance at the time, just to give them what they wanted. They got my phone, wallet, some jewelry, and took off. She was able to keep her phone, and believe it or not, they weren't smart enough to ask to see our hands, so she didn't offer her $3000 engagement ring.
We ran across the street to Applebee's and called 911 from my wife's cell phone. About 5 officers responded within 5 minutes. I was concerned that I was now carrying without my permit, since they took my wallet. When they approached me, I let them know I was a TN Carry Permit holder and I was armed, and they have taken my wallet. They didn't even say anything more about me carrying fortunately. I was thankful for that.
They got descriptions and wrote a report. I can say it really shook us up. It's been 5 years this December and we will never be the same. I felt like I was really aware of our surroundings before that night, but now we are constantly watching.
About 3 months later, we saw on the news an armed robbery ring had been caught in the Hickory Hollow area. We contacted the detective and went in and looked at photo lineups. We couldn't pick out the photos, but the detective said that based on the number of facts from our case that matched their routine, he was 90% sure if was the same guys. They had connected them to more than 30 armed robberies at that point. He said it was probably more like 50 since many of their victims were hispanic, and many of them do not report crimes such as this.
I've gone through the scenario in my head a million times thinking of different outcomes and have come to the following conclusion. I feel like I made the best decision I could've that night. My wife and I weren't hurt and they only got a few of our belongings. Our renter's insurance even paid for all the items we lost.
Moral of the story: I'm thankful we made it through that night and never leave home without a handgun! I would encourage everyone on here to do the same. Get your permits and carry.